familiar routes

lately, i have been realizing how many times a day i pass by a certain spot. how i tend to stop and notice the same things as if they were new. how when i drive, i am on auto-pilot and barely think about my driving, but let my body do it instead. how whenever i want to walk a different rout for once, i tend to take the familiar streets rather than taking a chance at something new. my body feels like an empty shell, parted from my soul. i wonder if it will ever change. or if i will just keep going on like this. i am disconnected.